Hello June....

Hello June....
It's been a while since I posted anything.. Had been really busy.. Work and classes.. I know that YOU guys know that's a usual excuse I give all the time.. But trust me, be in my shoes for a day.. Then you'll know.. Seriously.. :(

Well.. My work is awesome!!! I love my job!


 and I'll be finishing my semester and then tadaaaaa...



GRADUATION !!!!

Can't wait for the day... Like seriously! I wanna enjoy my life as well.. AT this moment my life is so so so compact.. Wanna go to the shopping mall also must think 1000 times! ~ FML~

Annnndddd.... My sailor has gone for Sailing for 6 months, and it may take more!! Gosh.. I'm so gonna miss him like crazy!!
He look so so so damnnnn good in his uniform...
He wanted me to write about him on my blog.. SO here you go love!
He will be back soon.. I'll wait for you baby! I promise.. 


I'm so proud of you.. We are so so proud.. Your parents.. your family!! Gosh.. Just come home soon.. We are already missing you so so much my love!! Haiz... 
Come home soon! YOU GET THAT??? You better do! Muahx! I love you to bits!!


I really cant think of doing anything without you!
I'm so in love with my sailor, yet we're always apart, and though the days are hard, he's always in my heart.
I am a navy girlfriend. I have promised to be here for him upon his return, no matter how long he is away. People may say I am insane for making such a commitment with no guarantees, but I hold onto our promises and have faith that he will come home safe to me. I know full well that my love for him fuels him in the worst of times.


I love you.. Come home soon love!

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:D

Kaveen Kaurz

March !!!

Wow.. The time past so freaking fast isn't it.. 
And I'm so sorry for updating my blog after soooo long.. Was really busy....
Exams preparation.. New job hunt.. Family outings and stuff.. 
Oh well... Like seriously.. 



Now I'm home.. Sitting down.. Relaxing.. I have plenty of time till i get a job.. 
Actually I have accepted an offer.. But its a shhh shhh story ! Will update once I'm in., : D
So, I had gone through few things for the past few months..
And and and... The biggest issue were " FRIENDS"..
The question is how many of us has real friends?
Even nowadays family members are not like how they claim to be.. 
I had a friend.. Whom I get to know from another close friend.. Things turn out pretty bad for the friend who introduced me to her.. Long story cut short.. Its a clear story of Backstabbing.. I think she was not able to think properly regardless of her age! Haha.. I feel sorry for her..
This post has nothing to do with "YOU"...
Don't come and argue with me yo ! This is my blog... I have the rights.. Didn't mention your name.. So just shut the fuck up ! Sorry for the vulgar word...



Hahaha.. Sorry yea... Don't feel bad.. 

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Amy... I know you are going through a very hard time right now.. Everything will be alright.. Pray babe.. 
Your brother is taking care of you and watching you from heaven.. Trust me.. All will be good.. He will feel sad if you keep crying and he wont feel good as well.. You're a very good friend of mine.. But you have a special place in my heart.. 



Ohh ohh... And talking about my life.. Its awesome and perfect !!! 
Not exactly like fairy tale.. But going on as how i want.. Not too much expectation like last time.. Everything is well.. I want this to work.. :D



Hahahahaha... Ignore the shyness... LOL...

So everyone... Thank for reading my lame blog.. 

Happy March Everyone... ( My birthday on 22nd March)
Muahahahah!!!



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Have a great day ahead.. :)

Life....

Life is so complicated isn't it.. 
Sometimes it doesn't work out the way we want it.. 
God has something stored for us..
I don't know but for me life is not something to play with..
I still find each day too short for all the thoughts i have,
All the walks that I want to take ,
All the books that I want to read , 
And all the friends that I want to see..
Its all just not enough..

When all of us are still schooling, we hate it the most.. (WHY)??


It's because you will be getting homework, nagging from the teachers, embarrassing moments in class, see other people going to work  and getting salaries.. Can spend for anything that they like..
I was one of them ( sadly) but yea.. I was unpredictable.. Show off type that I wanna work and earn money.. I hate school..
And now here I am.. Missing school, the teachers, the activities, free from backstabbing colleagues, stupid bosses, textbooks, science lab, prefect morning meetings.. Gosh... I wish I can rewind the time back..
I wanna go back to school.. I don't wanna work..
It's been nearly 4 years that I'm working.. It was fun at the beginning.. I'm tired now.. I wish I can just travel..
Take a break from all this..
Hard to maintain life.. You don't know what is gonna happen the next time.. You don't even know if you are gonna wake up in the morning.. All of this are predictions.. 
You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life.. Just live your life.. And you will make a better person..
Life is a crazy ride and nothing is guaranteed..
And I know it's not only me, there are thousand or millions of people who feel like me.. 
The more you get older, the more you regret.. 
Some people might be saying that Life is an experience.. Yes, it is.. But it depends..
Human beings make mistakes in deciding of what they really want..



Well i think i have been mumbling too long.. have I?? o.O

Quote of the day... ( trying to give advice) LOL.. hahaha..

Life is like dancing. If we have a big floor, many people will dance. Some will get angry when the rhythm changes. But Life is changing all the time as well. Nothing remain the same after all. It's a series of natural and spontaneous changes. Do not resist them. Reality be reality. Let things flow naturally forward in whatever way they like. 

Wow.. Hahaha... Very long quote!!! Sorry... Trying to be a Philosopher. :) ( but definitely FAIL) hahaha..





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Happy New Year 2013!

WOW!!



Happy New Year everyone!! We are in 2013 now.. & guess what STILL ALIVE!!
I would like to take this opportunity to wish all the bloggers and those who read my blog all around the world " A very very very Happy New Year 2013". Thank you so much to give me love and support to continue writing. 

2012 has been full with ups and downs. Met new friends, new job, bad break up, best friends arguments, siblings fight, new phone, lost contact with few people, met some ass holes, pervert people who sleep around, weeders, great vacation with my loved ones, Sarawak trip with few new friends and what not.. !! Gosh!!. 

2012 is filled with unforgettable memories..  I love each and every person who used to be with me last time.. Im not gonna mention any names here as they are not by my side anymore.. I dont regret because I know everything happens for a reason. Im happy as now there is a shine of new beginning in my life now..
Im ready to forget all the memories that I had with the special person. I loved you, and your family so so much.. But I think I have to move on and stop waiting. Well, I wish you all the best. :D

Anyway, this is a new start now.. 2013, please be good to me.. I have the right person with me now.. The best person in my life.. He is perfect! Never wanna let him go.. :DD
Last but not least, I would like wish all of you a very Happy New Year.. :)





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Love all of you... :)